Monday, December 07, 2009
on the subject of poop...
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Friday, October 02, 2009
happy birthday jordin...
here we are, observing your 3oth birthday without you.
are you watching son? do you see us eating your birthday dinner?
do you feel us missing you? loving you?
can you hear the sound of your mama's heart breaking, again?
when does it get easier jordin? when does the hurting stop?
i miss you so very very much and days like this, when we should
be able to hug you and wish you happiness only reminds us of
our loss.
i simply don't have any more words right now except i love you.
i love you and i miss you and i'd give anything to see you smile today.
save your mama a seat, son. i'll be there in just a little while!
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Friday, September 25, 2009
my friday five (minutes)
look out everyone, here comes my friday five minutes
of randomness.
it's been an interesting week here in the lost world, our
little divine miss m, my daughter, liberty's little girl, has come
to stay for a bit.
i had completely forgotten how busy a two year old is. we call her
mrs. giddy-gaddy and miss flutterbee because she is seldom still
for more than a second or two. she seriously gives the little worker
bees in the hives a run for their money!
the "dawgs" as she calls them in her cute little texas accent, already have
that haunted look as they realize their days of peaceful dozing on the porch
have come to an end for now. fleego has been trying to avoid mikayla ever
since she discovered poor flee's boobies this morning and is determined
that flee feed her baby dolls from them.
she is busily re-wrapping her bumpaw's heart around her little finger as he
happily trades nascar and the speed channel for noggin, nickelodeon and dora
the explorer.
even her uncle daniel, at the lofty age of 15, is tickled to elicit a smile
when he performs some small task for her majesty, the queen of everything!
caitlyn's grief over the loss of her puppy even seems less acute when mikayla
smiles at her or bestows a rare hug or kiss.
all in all, i'd have to say, this little girl is just what the doctor ordered
here on the home front. there's a bit more life in our step,
a lighter spirit throughout and many many more smiles on our faces.
thank you Lord, for blessing us with her presence and
thank you, liberty for trusting us with her.
mikayla--our little treasure
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Monday, September 21, 2009
entry from my daybook
For today: (monday, september 21, 2009) i will try to put my hurt feelings aside
Outside my window: it's still dark outside and i can hear crickets chirping and the last of the rain dripping from the roof. it promises to be another hot florida day with no sign of fall approaching.
I am thinking: how i love being up before everyone else and being able to get my feet underneath myself before having to begin my day
I am thankful that: this poor old computer fired up another day for it's days are numbered, i'm afraid
From the kitchen: dinner tonight will be chicken paprikash and noodles. i cannot imagine that something so easy tastes so good and the entire family likes it. even danny, if i carefully pick the onions out.
I am creating: my own reality instead of letting others subject me to theirs
I am going to be working on: scrubbing the kitchen floor and deep cleaning the living room, IF the men will go out of the house long enough for me to work. am i the only one who finds it nearly impossible to get my work done with men sitting around the house?
I am wearing: pajama bottoms and a tshirt
I am reading: "the girl who heard dragons" by anne mccaffrey
I am hoping to watch: the sun as it rises to begin another day
I am hearing: the kittens tumbling over each other and the ceiling fan as it does it's thing
Around the house: general clutter and disarray.
One of my favorite things: listening to the birds singing their morning song.
A picture i'd like to share:
our lovely jamie rose
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Friday, September 18, 2009
this blog will be going private until further notice
i apologize to ya'll for making you go thru an extra step
just to read my blog, but i am dealing with a situation in
my personal life that makes it a necessity at this time.
please bear with me and pray that things are back to normal
quickly.
thanks!
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